always this thing resided
a deep bred sense of being nothing but myself
..total emptiness..
existant right thru me
as a girl, and bit older still
always knowing of things by knowing it present in me
always worrying that it were always gonna be there
that time become constant thru its presence

but this thing were covering the other presence
the presence that was
beyond any sense of time and of real

second presence as constant, just it were hidden
like it were a hint of breath
that didnt need to be so visible or knownin
its existance only needin to be filled out, its history logged, its permeance made aware
once it all of a sudden came into its existance in me
right thru and thru
like stronger than any breath, more present than sense of presence
leavin me and my form beyond any need
to be a consideration to me any longer
heat me