Date: Sat, 22 Jul 1995 17:56:57 +0930 (CST)
From: gashgirl
To: WOLF
Subject: sense you trailing me through your dreams, or maybe it's...

just my waking dreams, of you, passionate attraction hovers dangerously on edge of obsession, but i don't want to let go of your fluffy tail, you just have to say 'furry chest' in your letter to make the ripples of desire shimmer outwards from my heart, that's where i sense you the strongest

and tears form behind my eyes, wanting this to continue so strongly, but knowing the dangers of illusion in this realm, and the frustrations of bending the less malleable RL to test slippery VL connexions

yes, for me also RL has become an inconvenience laden with relationships, duties and plans that keep me from that zone where I might be trailed by you, glorious creature I am only just getting by IRL by manipulating conversations so that i can talk about *you*, it is then that I am not in a state of longing as i am able to recreate you through my words

as I do through imagery, which is why from time to time I will ask questions about your physicality, as i like to be able to picture you as both wolf and human, and want to get both pictures real in my mind, so that you may live as a magical being in my imagination if I can't get my longing fingers into your very real and wonderful fur and flesh and moist and soft and hard bits

thank you for your continuing dialogue via email, it does go some way to satisfying this deepening need I have to converse with you, to understand you a little better every day . . . i am not so good at offering information about myself directly, so if my writing doesn't explain things that are of interest to you, just ask me direct questions. I am prepared to be open with you in a way in which I am not with my other friends in this realm
yearning to see you in all your virtual splendour

cescaXX

ps ah . . . a question . . . my lustful feelings I know are in part fired by the thought of the unthinkable . . . the course of action you have taken to alter your physical being . . . this intrigues and inspires me.. as I try and imagine a body so unique but how do you feel about this? In regards to myself..I state in my writing.."I am my own freak show" ..and am at the stage of my existence that I relish my freak-ness. But I would not want you to mistake my sexual curiousity about you darling, as a simple craving for the 'bizarre'..I am not explaining myself properly, maybe I will leave this for when we next meet, kisses FXX