Date: 26 Jul 2000
To: turfboy
From: dollyoko

dearest turfetto

attached remix of liquid text and a coupla new images, u'll see the turf samples in the text
sex is a many splendored many splintered thing
never simple unless anonymous maybe
hope thethreads of love and desire between u and the boy continue to unravel into serenity
its' fucking hard--i have no answers

yeszterday i had a bad fuck with X and felt so bad, wrapped into my self like a little child, so filled with disappointment and despair, i finally told him that for me our sex life is pretty unsatisfying and that a ,lot of the time i feel like a prostitute as i think hes not interested in exploring whats pleasurable for me, ive never had such dick oriented rooting and after 2 years i cant take any more....its as if i dont have skin or breasts or clit..just a hole...to be filled..and its not enuff for this ballerina, no matterhow big his salsiccia is!...anyway...its taken me long enuff to tell him, never the rite moment...but now i wait to see if he can try a bit harder to play with me in the ways i need to be played with

sigh!
back to the ash
love
dollina xoxoxo